There is love, true love, and all the other love in between. Then theres my love. My joshua! The story of my life and the man who keeps me going. I'm quit shy about admiting my feelings and exposing myself. Then there is also the fact the Josh...needs protection. I'm his sheild, the mighty body guard. Yes, I'm 16, yes many have called it a crush and no I am not insane. I have never looked for any kind of relationship, I ran from most of them, but this is...something that I just walked into, stumbled upon while trying to catch up on an old family friend. As the months went on and the fighting around me turned into extreme and hit my limits. I found that I was falling apart. I couldn't trust anyone and I felt unsafe. The only time that I did feel safe was in his arms. These days were rare. The reason why was becuase he is 22. At the time it was illeagle. Now it has gone to far. Headlines in the paper quoted " Josh verses the state". Yet are love was to strong. No matter how many times we ended up in the back of police cars and behind bars...house arrest, we provailed. I would like you, everyone to join me in this story of crazyness. Where it began and to now the presant. So stay tuned and the story will excite you, as the memory tears me up inside.

Love with a price, a mans freedom of 5 years in state prison, my drug, my Joshua.

Witchy